I have tried to write this blog over and over and over, and I cannot even get past the first sentence. All of the negatives of their lives vastly outweigh the positives of their lives. At this point, they see no reason to go on and would welcome death. Only because my mother committed suicide and they saw what that brought about did they once promise to never do that to those they love. If not for that I imagine they would no longer exist.
Please pray that they see they do make a difference to people who know the real them. That everyone is not like those who used them, abused them, picked on them, walked away from them, shunned them, minimized what they went through then and now, etc.
They are alone. They want to die. They want the aloneness to end.
Thank you for your prayers.
JM
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this deeply saddens us..
and to think we hide those feelings from them when both of "us" are sharing the same deep painful feelings.. and aloneness..
we cover it with "chipper" hellos.. and "what we did todays".. and "how things went".. and then....... "ill call you back at such an such time"..
never ever once saying what "really" is going on.. or how we "really" feel deep inside.. or truly wish what would happen to us..
but there is never one day.. there is never even ONE hour.. that passes by us that keepers nor you john michael.. that we dont stop and think of yall and how much we truly love yall.. how much yall have done for us.. and how grateful we are for yall..
please surround keepers and yourself with lots of tender hugs and love.. yall both deserve so much of it.. and know our hearts are with you in ever way..
from our hearts to yours..
Knall
Dearest Knall
Thank you so very much for your heartfelt words. You mean the world to both keepers and me and we know you will be there for us like we will be there for you. Keepers do feel better today which is good!
Happy trails to you
JM
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